November 2009
12 posts
Birthday Sex
This birthday week was quite good. =]
Thanksgiving night was swell. I’m glad I got to see all the people I needed to this birthday.
Katrina! Thanks for rollin’ through thanksgiving! You cunt fuck. Love you.
Black Friday shopping was coooolll as wellll, and the “surprise” party lol.
Thanks Isa!
I really believe I needed that night to happen.
Though I was both super...
B-day
Wow since last week, I’ve been going crazy, slowly yet successfully.
It’s just not fair though.
i think i’m feeling better?
D.
It’s definitley been a while.
But I try to play it cool and let things work. Some say that’s my downfall. Waiting.
I hope I feel better tomorrow, shittttttttt. cough cough.
Even if forever never comes...
^^^ Working on that lol.
I was super angry earlier.. Super stressed. Not superstitious, just a little stitious.
But I guess I calmed.. And alot of things ran through my head simultaneously, and I looked at old “notes” & “convos”. I thought I forever stashed that away, but I realized how it will alweis be a part uh me.
Even though for the past 2+ years I’ve been...
Anger Management
You know that stupid fucking feeling you get?
Where nothing and no one can make you happy.
You just have to find it somehow, without hoping you don’t do further damage.
Fuck that feeling.
YOU DON’T FUCKING UNDERSTAND.
I need you to see this place, it might be thee...
King
You could have been my princess, crown full of thorns. Pretty little summer dress, the fabric is torn. You got my interest, and when I see you, I want to free you, bring you Out of everything, all the trouble in your life. But this is your kingdom, and I’m just another knight.
Hopeful
Time and time, you’ve basically broke us. Selfishly and blindly. Your ability to lie compulsively has pushed us to limitless distances.
I was confident that I was the one person who you could find assurance and meaning in. I tried tirelessly and constantly to try to be your role-model in a sense. Everyone knew you and how much you meant to me. You’re very fucking intelligent, but you...
When I look up at night, all the constellations...
fuckyeahhlove:
(i wrote this for you)
Ryokan.
“The thief left it behind.
The moon at my window.”
“Even if everything is lost, we will always have our love.
No thief, no illness, can ever take that away.
Our love is the moon.”
Best ep. ever…
lol at everyone to thinking the bugbite was a hicky(sp?) =/
I was so close today.
So fucking close. But I kept it in. Gahd…
