ROYALTY.

Shit  never go right, that’s why I left.
Now I’m all straight-forward, not tryin’ to look back at that mess.

‘Please save a kid that needs some help
And I can’t see ahead of me so I move in stealth.
Hide and seek within a dream i seem to glide above my horror
Though i feel ill never be complete inside the dark i borrowed.
To proceed and remain intact my mental is so unstable
And they talk and judge a man they have no clue of what I’m capable,
‘Til I show a side of me no one had thought that I could be within 
I told ya, No I’m not no loser.
 Wont see you in hell...’

please save a kid that needs some help.

Oh how I could write a book on how you make me feel
But how about this song that I wrote for you?
What I feel like…I wanna put my trusts in these simple words
for you to feel what I’m saying.W
What you feel like?
Reminisce about the little episodes that we shared together.
Remember the time that you told me in the cold night, to relax when all I knew was to hold tight.
Remember the time that I spoke to the crowd in a full house and realized that you were my ace?
I was the joker on the stage singing the blues.
All eyes on me and had nothing to prove.
But yo, I thought I knew what a diamond shine like
But I felt a sharper love in the lime-lite.
From the queen of hearts watching me quietly in the upper deck balcony.
Sometimes I do suspect, I’m a actor in a well-scripted lie defining comedy.
When I look back at the frozen slice of time and try to defrost the feeling lost
Now enough with the metaphors, the motivation that I wrote this letter for.
For you to know that the music helps us carry on…
Like you say a new day will bring us tomorrow.

-Shing

I don’t even know anymore.

Betrayed by the closest.
Loyalty became hopeless.
Death before dishonor until another bitch approaches.
Now I feel unfocused.
Beat, bruised, and broken.
Take the appreciation token.
I’ll go back to being softspoken.
Rock without the shirt.
With the pain follows hurt.
Down some strong liquor, until my best becomes the worst.

Well today was a series of bad news/events.

Minimal highlights, but this is life. :thumbsup:

Wrote this with the semi-buzz on the way home.|
Read prease =]

Grew up realizing I was the coolest fool.
Talking all proud, while the women see you as a stupid tool.
Ensuing drama, wait till them hoes start foolin’ you.
Welcome to heartbreak, don’t ever let this place ruin you.
Pieces of the heart shattered from her own hammer.
This doesn’t work anymore, she left an innocent man damaged.
The little piecs left were finally ravaged.
She’s a bird, she’s a vulture, what a sight to see, grab the damn camera.
Point and shoot, her bullets have left its toll.
She shoots from the hip, hop to rock and roll.
She bangs like a misfit and she’s shady, my heart she stole.
I keep running and dodging, but it’s useless.
Thinking how I should have listened to some advice and stay unfoolish.
Bullshit and lies, she swears she’s the coolest.
If a dudes hot, she’s blinded by what?
Senseless emotions until she winds up on top.
Blaming alcohol for unreprised desires.
Until her entire camp finally tells her that her slutty friends have left her inspired.
And she regrets being the fuel to their fire.
But he’s in too deep, and she just wants another story for the Man that wants to believe these not so innocent stories are comprised by some sick saddistic liars.
All I ever wanted to be was the main selection.
But now she has another puppet to feed her attention.
Knowing so bad, he’s definitley the one to keep me happy, but she chooses the one night stand in exchange for the lifetime of genuine affection.
Love was the motive, but hate is the fuel.
If only people knew the asy route to live when this world’s so cruel.
Cold world out here, so I stay cool.
That’s why I usually wear my beanie the whole year through.
Betrayal and lies in my thoughts, so it’s never out of food.
Out of my face with your front biatch, rude.
I’m a sucker for love, so I swallow my pride.
Gargle these words, and spit out the lines.
And maybe in due time.
You’ll learn breaking into someones life will remain the biggest crime.